10 Mart 2009 Salı

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Beşiktaş seems posh when you look at it from Barbaros. It is just seen the colorful, lighted shops and buildings. However real Beşiktaş is hiding behind these ornaments. These are just a kind of camouflage and decoration. Continuing to walk down to street during the sunset. Sun goes behind the Kız Kulesi and thoughts pops up in mind that the how much we are distant to opposite side, life, happiness and success by just looking at sun that is greeting the city. At this time you just arrived the city core.

Firstly fishermen welcomes people, before entering Ihlamur. Beyond this point just shows the real Beşiktaş. All of old, crowded, jammed buildings that seems familiar from Kemal Sunal's films. A character from the movie just live there, that we can see or imagine. While cruising around, it is not hard to feel the spirit of all hanging lives from windows before we see and after we go. There are children, play football wearing Beşiktaş jersey. Lips smile and thoughts appear about the saying; “everybody become a fan of x”. This is like a concrete example of the sentence. I am a fan of Beşiktaş, that makes me happy and in this great place I am a just travaller passing through here that blackly shining and has a whitely hope. Except of me the others are not temporarily in here. They are the parts of a puzzle and stand for years.

You enter an apartment and walk up the stairs. It is narrow and spiral ladders makes you bored but puts into the stories happened in here. It is an understanding shows you are not in a familiar apartment that can be found in Bahçelievler or Ayrancı. At the end of the ladders, it is time to confront with objective in order to reach to goal. You can easily find a way as a objective to go to İstanbul. Since you decide that you also need a strong cause to go. İstanbul is not a cause. Football matches in the historic and scenic stadium, playing computer games with best person in the world, missing love are all a good cause for achieve to go to İstanbul. Under these circumstances it is possible to see the huge impact of the happiness on person that is not aware of his hunger and sleeplessness. Just waits for a magical touch from an angel and being happy and full again. This is the chance to turn back to reality of the wild and cruel world.

More than one year later, there is an opportunity to meet in same place. However, the big cause to come to İstanbul completely shades the big, possible happiness in this place. For whom the bells toll? This is a complete separation from the flat. On the other hand people think that is more than leaving the flat. They are just preparing to leave all memories and feelings. For a moment they stopped to put stuff on boxes. You are on the narrow side of the big emotional line separates the situation, crying or not. With full eyes they continues to put stuff in boxes by looking at walls with shattered heart. Unwillingly all the actions and decisions are. It is seen a new life and experiences at the end of the tunnel as a little candle light.

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